spell stress? Y-O-U

This week was hell of a week.. from the weather to work! So where to start my semi-awful week.. hmm.. Monday was supposedly holiday, not until I received a text message from my manager.. I don't mind working on a holiday what makes it frustrating is the very reason why I have to work on my holiday and move it to some other day. It's her again. What do I do with her I don't know. er... What I hated most is her friggin' lying arse and her inconsistent front! *pardon my choice of words* but I really do think she's too much. My patience is running out.. Firstly, she said she won't be able to come to work because of the flood due to heavy rain and there she was unreachable and the next moment she's saying no need for me to work from home since she'll be going to work??? OH WOMAN YOU ARE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ARSE!!! She's not getting on my nerves, she's in my nerves already and that makes it even more awkward for me! Er.. So Monday went on with the usual work and it's still raining like hell.

Tuesday was almost the same, except that the rain was worst and news were on all hours of the day. Metro  Manila is flooded everywhere, most of the major roads were not passable and countless of people were stranded and calling for help. And because I can work, it is day two of working from home in the comforts of my pajamas. Similar scenario went on on my Wednesday, the difference is that I played dress up at home because I'm getting bored locked up all day inside the house and scared of what could happen each hour with the heavy rain and all. Thursday is a bit of a different story. The rain was lesser though there's still exist the threat of a heavy rain fall. My manager informed me that MJ will be coming in tomorrow and I may take my holiday in that case. She texted me that night confirming it and asked me to coordinate with MJ about it. So I thought it was safe to say that tomorrow is my holiday though right away after reading my manager's message I messaged MJ to confirm it and she said she's certain about it that she'll be coming in for work tomorrow. And so I have informed Eloi and Anton about my holiday. After my shift ends, just to make sure I texted her again to confirm if she's coming in and I didn't get any reply from her the whole day til that night. So I fell asleep at around 8pm and woke up with 2 missed calls in my mobile phone and a text message coming from her.. And guess what?? I knew this would happen!! She's like, Sorry-I-can't-come-to-work again.. the reason being, their area was again flooded. Oh what a shock! I didn't hear anything about it in the news! oh whatever! she ruined yet again my night.. This time I'll stay put and not move.. being always ready to help doesn't give you the right to abuse what one can give you know.. er.. Anyhow, I was able to take my holiday with Eloi and Anton's help. Super grateful with Eloi and Anton.

And then here she goes again, asking if I did work from home last night and apologizing for not being able to report to work.. but now with a different reason, that reason being her mom did not allow her to go to work! C'mon now! what is it really??

unfortunate Monday

oh no... My day is not going smooth.. First of I can't upload my photos yesterday with my KCC friends because the computer at home is broken. Second, I overslept and woke up late but not so late to be late for work. (sounds like a tongue twister of lates! lol) Third, Maroon 5 concert tickets were already SOLD OUT!!! how great! And then this.. another SL concurrent with someone else's VL.. er.. what can I say? I knew it! I've been waiting for her text earlier and thought I was thinking wrongly then later on I received her text.. All I think about was, 'I knew she will do this!' *sigh*

no fun..ranting for the nth time..

So.. It's burning my patience.. you are really getting in my nerves! The very same person.. er.. really now.. really..?? It makes me feel uncomfortable..I know we're friends..I know you.. *sigh* I do understand you and that we are two different individuals.. but hello??? even just for a moment, can't you be in any way just a little bit considerate and take the initiative to do something helpful?? I really feel bad about it and now I don't know how to talk to you or how to act with you anymore.. it just makes me so uncomfortable to be around you.. that I feel I have started to keep my distance from you to avoid unnecessary chats.. we'll never be the same again, I think.. It's definitely awkward.. how's that? and so I've been told and yes, I do know but somehow I still believed.. but now, I don't know.. maybe we're not meant to be close as friends as before and so I know we're really not the same.. we don't mix.. we can't..

hay naku.. er.. just don't act like you care if you really don't care.. ang plastic lang e! and I hate it!!

Cleared!

Everything's clear now about my "rant-y Monday".. well, I think I just didn't understand at first.. my bad.. She's just doing her part and it's not her fault.. hm.. Facebook's IPO is creating a headache for many of us.. whew! wish it to be over soon!!! overworking before vacation is no fun!! I can't help myself thinking about vacation.. the coldness of winter and the beauty of doing nothing but fun! guess who's "lazy"???! hahaha...